Paradoxes

I recently just began reading, for the third time, The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning. Here is a quote from it:

"When I get honest with myself, I must admit that I am a bundle of paradoxes. I believe and I doubt, I hope and I get discouraged, I love and I hate, I feel bad about feeling good, I feel guilty about not feeling guilty. I am trusting and suspicious. I am honest and I still play games. Aristotle said I am a rational animal, I say I am an angel with an incredible capacity for beer."